I know I've been gone from you
I know I've done wrong by you
I've distance myself i think I need some help
It's been so long since I wrote it down
It's been too long since you came around
But I know how it goes how it goes
You only seem to care when I'm up now
And every time I call you it goes straight to voicemail
Where all my friends i think i need them right now
I'm going through changes
I'm making mistakes and I'm sorry
I've done wrong you have no right to judge
I'm only you a human
That's what's wrong with these folks they always choosing
Can't seem to find myself through all these demons
Don't really know where turn right now
I think I should isolate myself right now cause it's too much
The drugs become too much
I wish I could stop right now
But my pain won't let it stop me now
I'm in too deep deep deep
It's hard to fall asleep sleep sleep
Overthinking my past and time we had
Overthinking myself will it ever last
I wonder if I die will they ever care
If I go missing right now will that leave scare will that leave a scare
They only care so much when you gone away
When you go astray whatever happened to being their when I'm feeling great
Pray for me cause I'm lonely
It feels like the walls are caving in
But IDK IDK
But you know how this goes how it goes how it goes
Don't ever think I forgot about you
Since you were the reason
Since you were my weakness
Nights I've shed tears
I even wanted to slit my wrist
Was I gone or was I lost
You see the difference between you and I
You only cared about materials
I cared for your love
I was your favorite guy
It slipped away and now I wanna know why
Wanna know how you found somebody else in a matter of months
I'm clueless to how you jumped into something new