Tony Makes Music - It's Quiet Tonight Lyrics

I'm sitting by myself in my bedroom debatin'
If I did wrong, or should i be waitin'
For something to happen, or something to come
God dammit, man, I have never felt so numb

I hate myself for still thinkin' about you
When you cant even give another two shits about me
Im finally seeing, you really did me dirty
Trying to figure life out even though I'm close to 30

How I stayed in love when she ain't even try
Said her future plans don't have me by her side
I guess there's still a lot to know, I have to learn
How to live alone and honestly, its killing me

Its quiet in the house tonight
Please help me God, to see the light
Let me know that I'll be alright
Its quiet in my heart tonight
Help me get this out of sight
Because I want to be alright

I'm a fool for thinking we could go the distance
Wish I knew back then, that there was something missin'
You aint love me, but you stayed for all these years
Playin' me, then ran out when you saw the coast was clear

They say it's better to love and to have lost, yea
But I Never understood what the cost was
It's more than what I did and what i invested
It's my spirit that's gone, and now Im f*ckin restless

You don't know this shit, until it hits you hard
Don't even feel it unless I hit these bars
Going through the motions, but I am drifting
I wake up everyday, hoping I feel different, but

Its quiet in the house tonight
Please help me God, to see the light
Let me know that I'll be alright
Its quiet in my heart tonight
Help me get this out of sight
Because I want to be alright

Couldn't even come up with the words to say it
Couldn't even come up with the strength to save it
We could have turned this ship before it really sank
Instead you made your choice to cash out of the bank

You gave me shit for tryin, but not deliverin'
At least I can say, that I had the best intentions
For you and me to live the life you said you wanted
To give you everything I could, girl, you know that I was on it

Now we both alone, lost and trying to solve it
At least that's what I think, I don't know what you doin'
Maybe you found God or some bitch, or some hit
That ends quick. Shit. I hope you find it

Its quiet in the house tonight
Please help me God, to see the light
Let me know that I'll be alright
Its quiet in my heart tonight
Help me get this out of sight
Because I want to be alright