Reflections staring back at me
This is not who I wanna be
Every time I try to change I lose myself
It's like I'm trapped inside my head
In this life filled with dread
When will I find myself?
When will I mend my health?
Your satisfaction was based on nothing more than a premonition
Everyday it gets harder and harder to feel something more
To be treated less
To feel lost in a debt
Manipulate my mind
Was this worth fighting for?
If I could have seen myself
Would I understand that all the time we spent was never enough
Was it ever enough?
I tried for years
Through pain and tears
You were the one to prevent me
From feeling whole again
Your satisfaction was based on nothing more than a premonition
Everyday it gets harder and harder to feel something more
To be treated less
To feel lost in a debt
Manipulate my mind
Was this worth fighting for?
Can you see?
Can you see me?
Can you see?
Can you really f*cking see?
Take me from this
Worthless prison
I've been sentenced to suffer
Do you see what I see?
Do you feel what I feel?
I'm not the one you trusted
I'm not the one you trusted