Too Low to Fall - Sunflower Lyrics

I've been wondering when I would say this
To get it off my chest
It was me who was always second best
Nothing different from the rest
Your ghost still haunts me in the night
When I wake up I feel blind
I've wasted nights on thoughts of you
Your words and promises fell through
Each step I take just puts me back to right where I was
When I told you that
I couldn't live without you
A sunflower you cut through
I can't escape it if I tried
I want you to feel it
I want you to live like I do
I just can't shake it
I withered underneath your shadow
Take it all back now
I don't want to live like this
Each step I take just puts me back to right where I was
When I told you that
I couldn't live without you
A sunflower you cut through
I know you can't make your promises stick
Why do I still have hope?
Please just take back all that you give
I don't need you no more
I'm stuck in the worst place that you left me on
There's no familiar face, just leave and be gone
Each step I take just puts me back to right where I was
When I told you that
I couldn't live without you
A sunflower you cut through