Head spinning going through some changes
What the f*ck I look like staying on the same shit
Cut off all them hoes, I'm back on my main chick
God hit my phone, told me just be patient
I'm too worried bout my reputation
Done giving apologies and explanations
Living in the moment with no hesitation
I won't stop to ask no one for validation
Realized that intoxication won't kill my frustrations
Hope to take the edge off thru fornication
Living in the lies took some coordination
Man I couldn't live that life, gave it separation
Really wish I could erase it, erase it (erase it, erase it!)
My memory bank be haunting me daily
I face it, I face it (but fail to embrace it!)
Just walk away from it but then I get followed
It's chasing me, chasing me never complacent
I go to new places in hopes of a fresh start
But I can't reset my heart
Recently I fell apart
Put the pieces back together
Made some money, lost some friends
But they say family is forever
Forever? Forever ever? I hope it's true
Cuz everything around me brand new
Head spinning going through some changes
What the f*ck I look like staying on the same shit
Cut off all them hoes, I'm back on my main chick
God hit my phone, told me just be patient
Head spinning going through some changes
What the f*ck I look like staying on the same shit
Cut off all them hoes, I'm back on my main chick
God hit my phone, told me just be patient
Growing pains shit is strange - feel deranged
The material things fail to bring spiritual gains
Came up on my funds cuz I thought it was fundamental
Funny how I still feel low it ain't do nothing for my mental
Here I was ignoring a woman who truly loves me
For what a girl who only says I love the way you f*ck me
And even though sometimes the conversations get ugly
There's no replacing my momma it's not like she out to judge me
What can I say
I'm too good at walkin' away (walk, walkin' away!)
Give me some space
Maybe I'm stuck in my ways (stuck, stuck in my ways!)
Flipping the page it's a new chapter in my book
The protagonist unfortunately is misunderstood
So many plot twists I'm not even shocked shit
Stuck in a box it's starting to become toxic
Like broken clocks my life is a paradox
Guess that's just the way it is on some Pac shit
Head spinning going through some changes
What the f*ck I look like staying on the same shit
Cut off all them hoes, I'm back on my main chick
God hit my phone, told me just be patient
Head spinning going through some changes
What the f*ck I look like staying on the same shit
Cut off all them hoes, I'm back on my main chick
God hit my phone, told me just be patient