I thought I could forget
After all this time
I swear it's all a dream
Nothing ever happened
And I never existed
Every day it's all the same
I'm feeling the butterflies
And it will keep going on like this
Until the very day that I die
I'm like a toy to you
Just a little play thing
I meant nothing to you
I was never anything
When the real deal comes along
You're gonna ditch me again
Put me aside after everything
I can't believe I would fall for someone like this
I'm a broken little toy you keep coming back to
Drag me into your stupid game again
That's all I ever am to you
I wish I could fill the void
For your empty cavities
Before I could see
There was nothing left in your dull cloudy eyes
Everything I've done for you
I just wish you'd love me too
Instead you kept f*cking me relentlessly
Just another bitch that you threw
For you
For you
After all this time
I can never forget
You can't get away
After everything you've ever done to me
I will never ever change
Even if you don't recognise my shape
And you know damn well
It's the hell that I belong to
You just wanna play your games with me
You'll never feel the same, I see
So I'm saying farewell to you
And whoever the hell you've been waiting for
I will never ever change
Even if you don't recognise my shape
And you know damn well
It's the hell that I belong to
You just wanna play your games with me
You'll never feel the same, I see
So I'm saying farewell to you
And whoever the hell you've been waiting for