Toxic Reality - She Want Me Lyrics

She want me, and she want time that I can't spend on her
If I ain't got no cash, she ain't with me, feels like I'm rentin' her
And baby girl, her heart is colder, colder than December brr
Put emphasis up in that brr, when she see a pot, she stir
Throw me in the mix, she need ingredients and special words
She brewing up a potion, dirty magic, she got special herbs
And I ain't sayin' that she crazy, but I'm sayin' I'm concerned
And don't forget about me, please come lookin' if I disappear
Spacin, heart pounding on my chest, it's racing, chasing
All these different feelings make me anxious, spacious
Know you need your space, but I can't take this, ancient
We go back some years, like a spaceship
Travel through the times, I remember you persuasive
Convince me of a feeling, but don't give me explanations
Adjacent, keep her next to me, I go through phases
First I wreck the car, I stumble home and try and save it
She want me, and she want time that I can't spend on her
If I ain't got no cash, she ain't with me, feels like I'm rentin' her
And baby girl, her heart is colder, colder than December brr
Put emphasis up in that brr, when she see a pot, she stir
Throw me in the mix, she need ingredients and special words
She brewing up a potion, dirty magic, she got special herbs
And I ain't saying that she crazy, but I'm saying I'm concerned
And don't forget about me, please come lookin' if I disappear
Nah, nah, I ain't ready to face it, nah, nah, I ain't feelin' complacent
Do my own thing, I know that you hate it, feelings switched up, lost and erased em
Always high on a daily basis, I got dragons I've been chasin
Hoping one day I could slay em, but I made friends with the monsters
Please help me I need a doctor, I need some medicine
Me and the demons made friends again, and it's word to first responders
If you find me, let me wander, I know that it won't be a shocker
More than not, I'm off my rocker, I got issues, that's for starters
Baby, look me in my eyes, you should've told me how you felt
Before we wasted all our time and I focused on someone else
I hate to ever really think that our timing is ever up
Maybe in another life, baby, you could be the one
She want me, and she want time that I can't spend on her
If I ain't got no cash, she ain't with me, feels like I'm renting her
And now we screamin, now she leavin, yeah, yeah
And now we screaming, now she leaving, yeah, yeah