Toxic Reality - Solo Lyrics

I don't know how you do it, but you got me so low
I've been going out by myself solo Keep you off my mind till I see a photo
I can't stand to see you get off my phone Got me hypnotized, why am I not surprised
Know she full of lies That I can't stand it when you gone

And I just wanted you to know That I will love you when I'm gone
Even though I can't tell you every day It's something you should know
I'm by myself, I got my head down I can't sleep without you
I deprive myself cause I can't really think around you

I'm in public, people asking why I'm out without you
It's too much damage done its triggering to talk about you
I'm counting money, talking to myself, I'm up a thousand
I'm trying to stay up out the way so I can be something

Nobody really understand until it's done and over
But that's okay cause I got me and I don't need the closure
You can see it when I'm high I know that you can't pass that by
I'm twisted up like a bonsai I promise baby this ain't goodbye

Don't know how you do it but you got me so low
I been going out by myself solo Keep you off my mind till I see a photo
I can't stand to see you get off my phone Got me hypnotized, why am I not surprised
I know she full of lies That I can't stand it when you gone

I don't know why you do it but you got me solo
I been going out by myself solo Keep you off my mind till I see a photo
I can't stand to see you get off my phone Got me hypnotized, why am I not surprised
I know she full of lies That I can't stand it when you gone

I don't know why you do it but you got me so low
I been going out by myself solo Keep you off my mind till I see a photo
I can't stand to see you get off my phone Got me hypnotized