Pain Video (MV)

There's blood stains on this canvas I paint
So tell me who do you blame
We on the sidelines while they stated they claims
I ain't giving no names
Y'all can put me in frame
This the city I love but y'all put it shame

And that's 365 every day of the week
There's many moments I've patiently waited to see
Hear the pain when I speak
I Need a place for his ashes to keep
This shit is deep
I put that on my granny plus it's getting harder sleep

And it's messing wit my system
No I really just don't get it
Shit hits different
You been gone for a minute
And I got this empty room as a place that I visit

I keep falling deep
I can see your dreams

There's so many things that I learned
And everything that I have took everything that I had just to earn
Just to turn around and watch it all burn
So I'm waiting my turn
Till then what can I do in return
Surrounded in a place of concern
I've been holding this question so I hope it won't hurt

Am I a broken piece to the puzzle
Am I really bringing peace when it's trouble
Do I not contribute to your needs when it comes to the struggle
Who's really the one that's been holding the shovel
You say there's light at the end of the tunnelWhere's the rain as u continue to splash in a puddle

Has it come an end at the end of road

Do you ever think that it's time for yo friends to spend time with they kids
Instead of worrying about the next time get to lit
Time it's precious but if it's a diamond next life then it's shit
I'm only bringing light to your life so I admit
And with the family I have is there a light that'll fit
Cause its likely with the times that we're in
Brings out a conflict within

LA daily issue of thinking if I'm really the shit