Tr4pp ink - Death out my mind Lyrics

I wanna be in the sky lookin' down on your demise
And you're f*cked up, you gotta live just to die
And you're f*cked up, you see everybody die
Tell us your time
I wanna be the old me, dyin' in my mind
Yeah, I'm out, I'm off these drugs, but I'm feelin' fine
So much loss is in my life through the time
Can't speak, defy my mind
I've seen so much death, I can't cry
Wonder when it will be my time
Until I will just be high
I got demons in my mind
Yeah, plottin' on my demise
So I keep on rollin', waitin' till I'm fried
Demon in my head, think he's my mind
Keep playin' scenarios, how I'ma die
Depression kickin' like a perky
Don't reply to all my family, gotta be worth it
I'ma go on if you hurt me
See my brother in that case, I'ma just slide and go with my duties
No, I don't really care, I ain't wanna be here
Man, I hate it here, will I make it here
No, I don't have no fear, but why you take me here
Yeah, why you take me here
Cause I wanna be in the sky lookin' down on your demise
And you're f*cked up, you gotta live just to die
And you're f*cked up, you see everybody die
Takin' too much time
I wanna be the old me, dyin' in my mind
Yeah, I'm now multi-drugged and I'm feelin' fine
So much losses in my life through the time
Can't get this out my mind