Jaded Video (MV)

I am jaded
Isolated
So frustrated
Manipulated

I always end up in too deep
I stand my ground but it's too steep
Spiraling out of control
With no one there to break my fall

Stab me in the back
If it makes you feel good
Leave me in the past
Like I knew that you would
Nothin' ever lasts
Nothin' works how it should
Am I oblivious
Or just misunderstood?
I can't comprehend how everything ends up like this
I've been doing all I can to make some sense of it

Mass confusion
Sole delusion
Which is right and who is wrong?
Am I close or too far gone?
I've been left hangin' for so long
I need a reason to hold on

Stab me in the back
If it makes you feel good
Leave me in the past
Like I knew that you would
Nothin' ever lasts
Nothin' works how it should
Am I oblivious
Or just misunderstood?
I can't comprehend how everything ends up like this
I've been doing all I can to make some sense of it