Trance - The words Lyrics

The way you paint this smile across my face
The way I used to hate this f*cking place
The warmth and lullabies from your embrace
By now I'm usually plotting my escape

Did it once, I never wanna let go
Spending nights just smoking on our menthols
Can you find the time to relieve me of mine
Even this one little line got me going kinda mental

I need to get out of my head sometimes
I start to spiral in my bed at night
It's all the thinking that the drugs and the drinking
Used to pull me up when I'm sinking, now I'm victim to my own mind

In retrospect, the grass is always greener
In the west, I bet I'll amount to something bigger
But the test I guess is about the fact I'm bitter
That I left, and I didn't address the real trigger

Maybe what I do best is run
But it never used to be like this
Thought I'd feel better when it's done
But now I just sit and reminisce

Now I just sit
Now I just sit
Now I just sit
N-n-now I just sit

Now I just sit
Now I just sit
Now I just sit
N-n-now I just sit

In my loneliest hours
I used to turn to you
In my loneliest hours
I used to turn to you
In my loneliest hours
I used to turn to you
In my loneliest hours
I used to turn to you
In my loneliest hours
I used to turn to you
In my loneliest hours
In my lone, I used to turn to you
In my loneliest hours
I used to turn to you
In my loneliest hours
I used to turn to you
I used to turn to you
I used to turn to you
I used to turn to you
I used to turn to y

Now I just sit
Now I just sit
Now I just sit
N-n-now I just sit