Trapismyname - Idwtl (feat. Crispymh) Lyrics

Yea alot of dark times, alot of f*cking drugs... didn't really know what was going on

Sometimes, it feels good it ain't right
Right now I need your insight
Popping all these pills like...
It feels good it ain't right
Right now I need your insight
Popping all these pills like...
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
All the struggle and the pain
I don't want this life
Everything that f*cking came
I don't want this life

Let's get it!
I started with plenty friends and pretty things
The money came in I said I would never change
I was dressed the best Alexander Wayne
The street life it made me go insane
Saw my mom's on drugs then I felt some pain
Momma told me she loved me but I don't feel the same
And dinnertime i aint even get a plate
Raised in different homes by people I ain't even know
Now these niggas know why I had to hustle dope
Thought I was the man and I ain't even had the flow
I hit the pussy one time then I got to go
I play with guns and you would think I'm g.i Joe
I'm not signing no deals until the offer's right
I mix the gin with the pills, it got me nauseous like
Ya lames cant afford the life, so don't even ask the price
I'm eating these beats I got no appetite
They think that I got it but I don't want this life
You can have all my bitches but not my wife
Then we pass off the bitches like we in a cyph
It's crispy & I don't want this life

Sometimes, it feels good it ain't right
Right now I need your insight
Popping all these pills like...
It feels good it ain't right
Right now I need your insight
Popping all these pills like...
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
All the struggle and the pain
I don't want this life
Everything that f*cking came
I don't want this life

I swear my life is such a mess
I'm right here hanging on by a thread
I broke a dollar trying to make that shit stretch
Sometimes feelings are hard to Express
No heart I had nothing in my chest
When I was down everyone just left
You couldn't fathom what was going on in my head
Now I have to sleep in this bed, in this bed I made
If I show you all my anger you be afraid
No haircut it's been a week since I shaved
Judge me on my past, I'll be ashamed
Judge me on my talent you will be amazed
As a man had to deal with all this pain
Trying to dodge it, is like trying to dodge the rain
Mhm my brothers take that to the grave

Sometimes, it feels good it ain't right
Right now I need your insight
Popping all these pills like...
It feels good it ain't right
Right now I need your insight
Popping all these pills like...
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
All the struggle and the pain
I don't want this life
Everything that f*cking came
I don't want this life