Lost too many loved ones, I need a moment
Usually the ones that hurt you are the ones the closest
Death before my eyes I've seen an omen
After I lost my mommy I was f*cking broken
Gotta do it now, can't wait on my moment
Knock down the door if it wasn't open
Nights that I cried I left my pillow soaking
Popping all these perks so I don't feel emotions
Cut off some niggas now I'm fully focused
Kept my head up even at my lowest
Even when I'm down you'll never know it
Mommy died in December
Them nights were the coldest
Youngest in the family, I feel like the oldest
Been felt distant way before the COVID
Gun to my head when it's fully loaded
Like everything else, Imma f*cking blow it
Emotions get the best of me I can't control it
All of this pain I can't ever show it
Soul in my body cos I never sold it
(Soul in my body I never sold it)
Lost too many loved ones, I need a moment
Usually the ones that hurt you are the ones the closest
Death before my eyes I've seen an omen
After I lost my mommy I was f*cking broken
Gotta do it now, can't wait on my moment
Knock down the door if it wasn't open
Nights that I cried I left my pillow soaking
Popping all these perks so I don't feel emotions
Came a long way from last year
I don't got friends, I got this cash yea
Every time I'm out it don't feel right there
Even though you died it feels like you right here
Ruger to the heart I got a gash there
12 right behind me hit the dash yea
My life is a movie hit the flash yea
(My life is a movie hit the flash yea)
Lost too many loved ones, I need a moment
Usually the ones that hurt you are the ones the closest
Death before my eyes I've seen an omen
After I lost my mommy I was f*cking broken
Gotta do it now, can't wait on my moment
Knock down the door if it wasn't open
Nights that I cried I left my pillow soaking
Popping all these perks so I don't feel emotions