Travis Meadows - Sideways Lyrics

If I could buy myself a conscience that wasn't broken
Mend every fence I drove my hard head through
Relock all the doors I wish I never opened
Unlearn the things I wish I never knew

And it came out through the bottle
It came out through my fists
It came out way too early
I wish it never did

Push it down, it comes out sideways
Push it down, it comes out sideways
Bitter roads turn into highways
Push it down, it comes out sideways

I have days where it's just nose above the water
Keep it together while I fall apart
I have moments when I act just like my father
The only man that ever broke my heart

And it comes out in my silence
Sometimes unwanted tears
Comes out disguised as anger
But it's really fear

Push it down, it comes out sideways
Push it down, it comes out sideways
Bitter roads turn into highways
Push it down, it comes out sideways

Push it down, it comes back up
Push it down, it comes back up
Push it down, it comes back up
Push it down, it comes back up

Push it down, it comes out sideways
Push it down, it comes out sideways
Bitter roads turn into highways
Push it down, it comes out sideways