Gemiinii Video (MV)

Lately, I been in a war with myself
The direction that I'm headin'
Lookin' bad for my health
Feelin' threatened, by the questions
That I'm askin' in stealth
Move in silence, when your surroundin's will speak for them self
Feel like we stuck in the picture
This ain't a movie though
Creatin' crack, while they bringin' crack in the studio
Balancin' distance
From all the homies that's livin', in a prison
While I'm in the phantom and guilt trippin'
Prositution and constant lootin', around me
City rallies, opposin' a constitution that down me
Bodies on the corner like Frazier classic with Ali
I'm prayin' I can make it to Junior
Like Robert Downey
Started producin', fell in love with the game
Wanted Diddy in the video with Death Row chains
I can take it back to Jimmy
Showin' in scope range
But we never had shit
So, that was hard to obtain
The hope was missin' because of a mass eviction
Tryna clear the projects, Tropicana intended
Focused on the process
F*ck if you feel offended
Your insecurities, limit the vision
That I imprinted, inside of my mind
I recline and remain censored
Accusations puncture your body
You felt invincible
I can see you tryna avoid
Fallin' back into that war
That'll leave you destroyed, sayin'
A Gemini, two sides
Right tellin' me
Don't give a damn, what a nigga think
The left on the edge
Got me battlin' myself
Got damn, man I need a break
The right say I'm right
While the left take what's left
Fear death more than anything
But 'til that day come
Nigga, I'ma be at war, war with myself
If the war never end, show love to the fallen
They said it's no peace, when we live cold hearted
I can take it back to where we started
You can take it back to where we started
If we make it back, then we
No longer at war
War with the politicians
War with the false religions
War with the war that'll put a nation in intervention
War with the contradictions
War with the false imprisons
War with the feelin' of wantin' war, if you ever mention
My position as somethin' less than inspired
At this rate, I probably would die before I retire
Thinner ice beneath me, as I begin to set fire
To every allegation I'm facin'
I was back in the basement
500, no savin's, prayin' to find a savior
Who gon' save 'em when judgement day approachin'?
And say the, (kuh, kuh, kuh)
Hit, the KKK, then
Everybody'll rage and start to complain
'Bout the violence
Open your eyelids, and see we never been equal
Separated by colors
The projects are red as evil, and
Blue and green were for the ones who had the green
While the yellow, reminded of what it mean
To be so close to the bottom
No one near 'em to spot 'em
Lately, been in a war
Tryna balance the proper outlook
Don't forget that your Mama
Is a woman that's white
And created you, meaning
That you can't disrespect, half your side
'Less you wanna be like your father
Limited on the offers
You can take, but I promise
If you embrace it, you'll find this
To be the way
That you can get up outta that war
I'ma leave this for you, when you start to question before