Treaties - Remy Lacroix Lyrics

I drink myself to sleep again and fall into oblivion
Thinking of what could and never will be
I wake up to abandonment cold sweat and so desperate
To keep my worried thoughts that turn against me
Let me paint a lonely picture of a place we used to go
You could tell a story of a pretty face you used to know
I could sleep for days and weeks on end
And dream of things we can still can pretend
She blushes the blue away
The blood stays on the blade
I don't wanna waste no more time
I've lost too much shit and my mind
A subtle acquiescence to abandoned hope and consequences
Leaving all the rest behind to gather dust on mended fences
Wish you could've been the one to keep instead of run
You took all that's left to seize and made our way to make believe
You say just how hard you've had it
Oh please tell me all about it
I could use a good laugh
Spin that stupid shitbag song and let that f*cking needle fall
We knew it couldn't last
Home is where the hell is you said
I feel warm all over again