Trevor Carignan - In My Head Lyrics

More times than not
I keep my shit locked
Up in my head
Till you pry and beg
I'm sorry I can't
Get things off my chest
As easy as you
I'll work on that next

I'm waiting babe
To change babe
I don't know
If I can babe
I'm waiting
To change babe
But what if
I can't babe

I been having trouble recently
I know you only wanna speak with me
Closed off more frequently
I'm really missing when you were a freak with me

I know I've changed a lot
Spend my days behind
A mic writing all
My thoughts you should know

And that's really f*ckin selfish of me
Shoulda always put you above me
Never thought we'd end up like this
Lost the one and only perfect sidekick

I cannot say
Why I felt this way
I replay those days
It's like

More times than not
I keep my shit locked
Up in my head
Till you pry and beg
I'm sorry I can't
Get things off my chest
As easy as you
I'll work on that next

I'm waiting babe
To change babe
I don't know
If I can babe
I'm waiting
To change babe
But what if
I can't babe

I shut down like a cornerback
You know same shit different day forward that
I'm on a new wave I'm exploring that
Now you fed up with the method that I chosen as

Look I ain't got the time for this
So I always end up pushing you aside for this
Hate the fact that I'd rather be more silent than
Open up and show you everything that I'm thinking

Closed off like a caution sign
But you keep on tryna break down all these walls of mine
And we racing to the finish that's a fast decline
And the outcome is becoming more and more defined

I wanna give everything I can
But I think working on myself where I should begin
It's crazy cuz we started out as friends
And in the end I think it's better that's where we station

Wait for me no I'd never ask
Who knows if I'll get myself back
I always wanna put myself last
But I'm tired of being selfless

I ain't wanna lose control now
Just a little room to grow now
Gotta go and hit the road now
Clear my mind and let it slow down cuz
More times than not
I keep my shit locked
Up in my head
Till you pry and beg
I'm sorry I can't
Get things off my chest
As easy as you
I'll work on that next

I'm waiting babe
To change babe
I don't know
If I can babe
I'm waiting
To change babe
But what if
I can't babe