trigger relief - living with ghosts Lyrics

Slow down, I can feel your body but it's cold now
I can run away but yeah, I'll be found Anywhere I go, yeah, I'll be found out
Speak now, I hardly ever listen but I need sound
I will fade away before I come around I can feel it coming from the background

You want to know how I've been If I've seen snow, but all I've seen is your ghost
Life split in two, my open wounds

Sometimes, I still hear you crying back in my mind
I can drown it out, maybe somehow I can only turn the TV so loud

At night, new streetlights shine, shining so bright, old hallucinations tear at my mind
New illuminations still don't feel right

I want to show that I've been living with ghosts and no one's ever home
Time skipped me too, home my open wounds