TrXmXtic - Eternity (Spoken Word) Lyrics

For a long time, I've really been wondering
Why have I always found you to be so comforting
You couldn't answer, even I couldn't explain
And yet you were the source for me through all of my pain
I'm not alone, even though there's nobody here
I can feel your presence creeping in my darkest of fears
I can see your shadow walking towards the light of the danger
I can hear you say "Calm down" when all I hear is anger
My vision is blurry, though I'm never a drunk
My body's going under, I'm about to be sunk
Sunk back into the trap where I was captured before
But I know that you forgot the locks to close up the door

It's crazy how I ended up inside of my prison
I mean inside of my mind, where I think of my vision
You walked out of my life, but never left my head
But luckily I replaced you for something else instead
I built a brick house in my heart so that you can't enter
I wrote down every thought until you're not in the center
I burned all the bridges so that you cannot cross me
And if I have to, I will think of you until it's exhausting

I know I have to let go, it's all in the past
But if I do, I'll be forced to go through the hell that would last
If I'm scared of tomorrow, why am I living today
My life is driven by the risk, so I'm not living to waste

Our fate is chosen, but our souls won't die
But I still see the regret inside of your eyes
And I know right now you may not see
But I will love you forever and ETERNITY