TrXmXtic - I'm Here Lyrics

What if I don't come back
What if I was running through the valley
Looking for my own alley, will I run back
What if I don't make it all happen from the house
When I'm rapping, will I quit now
What if I never make the fam proud and just let em all down
Will I sit out, on the bench in a trench writing this out

Nuh uh

I really can't think it through, I might go mess it up for a drink or 2
Lately I've been feeling like I need to linger to, some ink or do
Some drugs that will shrink the crew
I be curving everybody like a kink would do
Why would I believe a lie when I don't think it's true
All the ideas from my head is what I'm syncing to
I'm sinking dude, lemme rethink it through

I gotta be patient, but I ain't waiting for my time, I'm anxious
You be tryna start up a beef like angus, I ain't lit a match, Wait for a sanction
Keeping it 100 and a buck like franklin
Rappers tryna cover up the rumors, no blanket
I leave em all frozen, ready to expose em
When I'm in the celebration mode, no banquet
Rapping as if I'm the next Trackstar, I just wanna be the next rapstar
When I tell em all I can run a track hard, they gon think I'm crazy like
You ain't going that far
Gotta backup plan, I don't really know
You better get to it, You be really slow
I just wanna make a couple mill doing what I love
But I wanna do it where I don't have to sign a dealie tho

I'm here
I arrive on the scene, and I can't be seen
But I'm here
1st round on the run, load a 2nd in the gun, that will make you all scream
I'm here
Came in quiet, but I'm going out violent, leaving everybody silent
I'm here
Walk of a giant, I be living defiant, getting rough for the diamond
I'm here

Contract
Do I really want that
Rob me of my happiness like I'm getting car jacked
Not that, so I load em up and I cock back, Stereotypes, I shot that
Rapping ain't for everybody dawg, check your level rating
Way ahead of my time, I be elevating
Ain't no need for decelerating, pedal to the metal
Never keep the gas pedal waiting
Why do you think that I keep going right up until the heart beat stops, yeah
Why do you believe that I'm going on and on
Till I come back around when another beat drops
Honestly, this is my escape, hoping one day I be happy when I erase
Every bad thought when I take my own mind to space, forget a tik tok
I don't have time to waste
I never planned this at all, my thoughts have given me kicks to the balls
But I'm pushing myself in between these 2 walls
Cuz the pressure and anger will break till they fall
Causing the racket, and bounce back like tennis
Leave all of you shook, because I'm the new menace
Period, just like the end of a sentence
You love me to hate me, so don't get so jealous

I'm here
I arrive on the scene, and I can't be seen
But I'm here
1st round on the run, load a 2nd in the gun, that will make you all scream
I'm here
Came in quiet, but I'm going out violent, leaving everybody silent
I'm here
Walk of a giant, I be living defiant, getting rough for the diamond
I'm here

Just because you hadn't heard from me in quite some time
Doesn't mean that I quit, I can't relate, because we don't share the same bloodline
This is my time, this is my show, and I'll start it off on a high note
Rock the horns up like a rhino, but God's with me everywhere that I go

I'm here