Broken bruised or busted and not pretty on the inside
If I said I was stoked, then that would be a lie
Tired of battling
Myself
With no help
All inside my head
I can't believe the person is me when I hear what was said
Try to cope with drugs and booze
But learned that's the fast track to lose
People that I care about and the few that care about me too
I know this what they call crazy but this wasn't the life I choosed
Scarred, betrayed and belittled a product of defeat
I don't know how to recover but I know who I want to be
A goal that seems unattainable with no confidence to say the least
Total war inside my head and only one brain cell fighting for peace
If I took it all away would I still be insane
Would I be happy and would you please retain
The better memories over the bad ones in case I have to go away
Right to passage right to sing right to cry and right to be
Anything you want unless you're mental illness keeps you from your dreams
I know it's hard and I know it sucks but please believe me
When there's will and where theres hope there's possible victory
Everyone's got a story and it doesn't matter where you begin
The journey is the pursuit of happiness and it has no end
It gets dark and it gets hard a road we have all been
But don't give up and don't give in the because fighting is the only way to win
When you wanna...
I just really wanna
Worry less
Worry less
Focus on the better things
Forget about the rest
Worry less
Worry less
Be ok with who I am and
Know I tried my best