TT17 - Mixed Emotions Lyrics

I got the mixed emotions, and I don't know how to feel
I been sippin' syrup, mixing it, but it'll not kill
Been on my grind, all my life, 16 years, a thrill
Got her all up in the club, and I'm throwin' dolla bills
Yea, I'm throwin dolla bills, I don't know how I feel
Got all these mixed emotions, my life never been so real (Nope)
Been on my grind, since a kid, waiting for my life to flip
Cuz if I'm goin' at this pace, Ima die, Rest In Peace to Nip

Nipsey is a street legend, not just a great person (Huh)
But everyone can sob, the real rappers are learnin' (Yup)
16 out of LA, my life is really turnin' (Huh)
My flow so hard, got a flow so heat, I feel like heat, I'm burnin' (Ahh)
Man, no one knows my story, stress a day over 40 (40)
On the way to the studio, I say wassup to Corey (Sup)
What is my story? I'll spare, the facts are gory (Eww)
Just always keepin' to myself, I don't wanna share my story (Nope)
My life changed so much, homeboy says he'll always press me up (What?)
If you don't ever throw hands, why you say you'll mess me up? (Why?)
You can talk a lot of talk, your real 'tude, your dressin' up
Now I never back down, it's sort of like progressin' up (Aye)

I got the mixed emotions, and I don't know how to feel
I been sippin' syrup, mixing it, but it'll not kill
Been on my grind, all my life, 16 years, a thrill
Got her all up in the club, and I'm throwin' dolla bills
Yea, I'm throwin dolla bills, I don't know how I feel
Got all these mixed emotions, my life never been so real (Nope)
Been on my grind, since a kid, waiting for my life to flip
Cuz if I'm goin' at this pace, Ima die, Rest In Peace to Nip

I'm goin' insane, but I feel no pain
I'm goin' insane, but I feel no pain
I'm goin' insane, but I feel no pain
My songs still burn if they in the rain
Feel the same that I always been
Never feel pain, cuz I only win
I only win, I ain't no joke
I got the cash, grind like I'm broke
I got a roll, made all me
Only me, cash on me
They kinda sick to hate on me
They kinda dumb to sleep on me
But that's how it is, that's what they do
They want a good song? Well I'll drop 2
Why drop 2? I'm twice as good
White boy raps, they bump in the hood
You hear me now? I don't care
I been the same, no different hair
You want me bad? You want me now?
I would fall for it, but no snakes allowed
You hear me now? I don't care
I been the same, no different hair
You want me bad? You want me now?
I would fall for it, but no snakes allowed
"Why drop 2?" I'm twice as good
Y'all should know, you know I could
You know I could, you don't believe it
500, yes, I achieved it
It seems unreal, don't it?
Yeah, I'm only that small for the moment
It seems unreal, don't it?
Don't wanna show love for the moment

I got the mixed emotions, and I don't know how to feel
I been sippin' syrup, mixing it, but it'll not kill
Been on my grind, all my life, 16 years, a thrill
Got her all up in the club, and I'm throwin' dolla bills
Yea, I'm throwin dolla bills, I don't know how I feel
Got all these mixed emotions, my life never been so real (Nope)
Been on my grind, since a kid, waiting for my life to flip
Cuz if I'm goin' at this pace, Ima die, Rest In Peace to Nip

Don't wanna show love? I'll fly like a dove
I could be underground, but still so above
Don't wanna show love? I'll make you love
I could be like an ant, but still so above
I'll always be above all you haters
Come back later, she been a hater
She want me to date her, I won't even rate her
I might just bait her, I'll see you later