Reality's a Dream Video (MV)

You don't know how much you meant to me
I guess that this wasn't meant to be
You don't know how much you meant to me
I guess that nothing was meant to be

Cuz you don't understand, but you act like you do
I try to hide inside, but I got feelings too
I try to hide emotions all bottled up inside
But one little word, and I'm probably gonna cry
Cuz I've been through exposure, got bullied all my life
To get to where I am now, Gosh it's been a fight
It's really been a fight, no one even understands
Y'all think I'm just the white kid with a channel and a brand
I try to talk to people, they just blow me away
To know how many mean things one person can say
I got a couple reals, they know how I feel
They the real ones (they the real ones)
Rapping my escape from this cruel world
From all this kiddy hate from these boys and these girls
Back in middle school, people wanted me to die
Nowadays in high, people wanna see me cry
They wanna see me fall, but I'm true to who I am
You guys follow me, I'm the shepherd, you the lamb
I'll drop a song about you, I might drop 2
You say you don't know me, but I'll never say the same to you

You don't know how much you meant to me
I guess that this wasn't meant to be
You don't know how much you meant to me
I guess that nothing was meant to be

I just wanna talk, but I have a loss of voice
Your not by my side, but I'm making all this noise
It would be nice if we could ever make up
But I don't wanna date, cuz then I know we'll break up
And if we break up, that'll lead to problems
But you would be the source, I don't know how to solve em
You were the one that I wanted all the time
But, now I gotta focus on the tune and on the rhymes
Once upon a time, you came up to me
And said your favorite artist was TT17
Let's think reality, a really nice dream
Reality's a dream, reality's a dream
Reality the type to smack me in the face
But even though you hurt me, I don't want no ones place
I'm happy that you're gone, go away girl
Ima be the biggest name to step foot in this world
Why'd I even want you? You really are a hoe
Making business calls and running checks is all I know
You were probably getting high when I felt really low
Reality's a dream, but this nightmare gotta go

You don't know how much you meant to me
I guess that this wasn't meant to be
You don't know how much you meant to me
I guess that nothing was meant to be

But because you caused me pain, you caused me so much pain
If I didn't make a move, I would probably go insane
I tried to slide inside, but you had your own lane
You made me have depression, but you remained the same (same, same)