I feel like the nuance of my personality
In a relationship is quickly dismissed
As time progresses, expectations increase and understanding doesn't
If you're supposed to just roll with punches
Those things are unannounced, unexplained
Some things or at least your character depletes
I don't understand why we can't hold hands
We can't hold hands
I think I might be paranoid or starting this shit again
Or maybe it's already starting
Questioning my state of mind, wondering if I want to get out
Or if I'm not the one being irrational
The sound you heard brings both pleasure and pain