losing control Video (MV)

Now I'm losing control I can't seem to look past it
I'm just missing your heart you can say I'm an addict
Locked in my house and I won't leave my attic nah
Cuz I'm feelin pain
I'm lost in the rain
Lookin at these pictures my smile jus ain't the same
Try to keep busy cuz you stay stuck in my brain
Now I'm steady cry whenever I hear your name
The amount of times I could've let my demons fly
Idk how else to put it to my ride or die
You a part of me I will never deny
But seeing you that day really made me cry
Too young, too early it was not your time
But I know your happy so I'll step aside
I know you looking down holdin up a smile
I jus wish heaven had a plan so i can dial
You finally free
Keep an eye on me
You said believe in god
That now I see
Your marked in me
Keep on guiding me
Mami with you is where I wanna be
Now I'm losing control I can't seem to look past it
I'm just missing your heart you can say I'm an addict
Locked in my house and I won't leave my attic nah
Cuz I'm feelin pain
I'm lost in the rain
Lookin at these pictures my smile jus ain't the same
Try to keep busy cuz you stay stuck in my brain
Now I'm steady cry whenever I hear your name
And I'm losing control
Losing control