HAD A LOT Video (MV)

Had a lot of shit thrown my way days
Of ducking and weaving them close range
Blows always had to keep the 40 on my
Side looking behind my shoulders seeing
If they creeping seeing if they creeping
Never would I imagine the hate a youngin
Receiving note this boys will go talk shit
To your mans to throw you off when you
Start getting money then they friendly
When you finally feel like you settled down
Then they strike like they see you as
The main dude they looking at me like
A cash cow where was you when
I Was suffering and down nobody
Was around when I was in town now
You frawned upon for switching up world
Filled with hypocrites I guess it's true to be
The best to stay alive u can't be like the rest
Leave them with a jet lag let them watch
You on stage I been up all night writing
While you guys were out partying leaving
Me out I had one solid bitch who held it
Down and a couple bro's till you cowards
Shot the wrong building and hit mine opposition mad
That I finally spoke out here comes the
Extortionist looking for a handout
Ain't I put enough food on your
Plate why you looking at mine sitting
There ordering hits wanting me to
Quit I'll admit it got very hard at times
Then I bounce back and stand tall I
Won't fall it's too early for the cockpit
I'm a misfit growing up I started trouble
To fit in all that had happen was me
Getting in trouble and causing violence
These days I feel as if I found myself
To not give a shit about the crowds I'm
Out here feeling like I gotta baby sit these
Rap now you know I gotta lot
On my plate give me some space
I'm bout to blow watch em get mad it's
My turn to shine they don't wanna pass
Me the torch my fire bigger anyways
I got boys coming out of hybernation with
My presence it's like a weapon they feel
The pressure unpleasant ain't it
Had a lot of doubters and haters
Now see the man I became to be
Top notch watch them try and boche it up
Imma start the stop watch on them
They look at my face and can
Tell that boy been threw a lot
Gotta few lose screws I strive to be the best
Reason why I pour my soul and effort
Into this shit always ends up sounding
Amazing so I keep pushing
I keep it going till the wheels fall off this
Bitch had a lot
The kind of shit that makes you go insane
At night at this point I'm just f*cking breaking
My brain is draining it's hard to maintain
My world is crumbling
My world is crumbling
Had a lot of shit thrown my way days of ducking
And weaving them close range blows looking behind my shoulders seeing if they creeping
Seeing if they creeping