Waking up to the sunlight feeling dark still no I
Don't need no pills got all these issues
Clouding my mind trying to find the right path
It's simple math I'm hurting inside but at the
Same time I gotta keep pushing for my people
Keep the smile on my sisters face never do
I want my soul to depart then you can call
Me heartless I'm charmless I gotta keep
The hardness of my skin can't let failure
Into the mix
Call me Heartless
Yea I'm heartless
All these issues clouding my mind
I just want relief from my problems
Guess life isn't simple like that
It has a lot of twists and turns like
A rollercoaster
Putting one and one together it just doesn't
Make sense why did it have to be me
Seems like nowadays ever corner I turn to
Is a dead end sent it again I'm just fed up
My soul is hurting just leave me alone at
This point in my viewpoint I should have you
In gunpoint show you that I'm heartless
Show you that I'm not as weak as you
Imagine and that is a fantasy I'll leave you
In agony look in my eyes and see a galaxy
I'm endless this feeling got me patiently
Waiting sitting through the brutality no
It's not fan fiction I'll show you the truth
I just want it all to end i just want my people
To be proud wanting to be able to wake up
And not wish I'm stuck in a false reality
I just wanna tell my mom I love her the
Way she loves me don't wanna see her
Crying I'm trying
Yea I go through issues on the daily basis
No one sees what's underneath people come
And go as they please you only got yourself
The day my problems disappear is the day
I find myself funny that would never happen
Not cappin I snap at the people I hold close
This is the path I chose sit back and reminisce
About my problems when I could of made
Everything better
When I could of owned up to my actions
Could of been hustling everyday and not
Stress knowing my family set for life I tried
To be the savor I was the wrong pick heartless