Turkish Executioner - I'm On Lyrics

I don't know what's wrong why I always write
Songs in the dark I knew I was wrong from
The start fault in my ways saying less
Only made it worse keeping it caged up

Had me go mad I'm in no condition
To do this you can see it in my deepest
Scars I speak my words into existence Feels
Like there is no going back

I'm stuck in purgatory my demons haunt
Me at night can't sleep I stay up till 3 am

I feel like I'm on I'm on i feel like I'm I'm on
Feeling a bit excited
I'm f*cked up pouring the
Dew applying the pressure frown on me
I'll turn it upside down prove me wrong

Meet me face to face I gave myself
A chance now I'm a diamond in
The making Imma spread my wings
And soar leaving the people who
We're dragging me down in the grave

There regretting the neglection now
Well that's tough came in with
Mixed emotions that must be feeling
Rough I'm on getting

The buzz I been deserving
Been recording got extra clips
Check it out this view is amazing
Mind stargazing She came back for more
Undressing in the drop top

Got back on course but my destiny was
Written different we were ripped
From different cloth you get your heart
Broken by a girl I get broken from
Real life situations living my dreams

No more worrying about how to
Release the steam how
Long the heat will be on
No more worrying about opinions and
Judgements finally can express

My self in the work I do without
The barriers
Not trying to put people threw the
Darkest days just trynna lift my self up
Fell so hard you can practically say I
Was done for lately it's been getting
Worse looking at me like I'm crazy

I'm just scared to be vulnerable from
The shit aside me tear me apart
I'll find the right one and still run
Rapping about controversial topics

Don't know when to stop don't know
Where I'm going the feelings
Are never ending pressure
Coming in from all sides got me at my
Breaking point ain't riding no waves

I had to put the pen to the paper
Only way to get the shit off my chest
Sitting here recalling my worst days
I got this punching bag next to me
But it won't solve my problems

The flower won't blossom just counting
My losses at bum bottom I'm thoughtless
Just trynna keep it solid just trynna keep it
Solid