I know you think that i'm responsible. i know you heard from other people i was doing things and i know you believe everything you're told. i know it's not your fault but it's a shame still all the same. everything that's coming out your mouth i can't take. i cant stop it running through my head. it's just makes me want to go away, drop out of everything i do and let you keep eating my heart out with your silver spoon. i knew you'd do it like this all along. i thought that i was sure i knew the game that we were playing because i've been doing this since i was young, but i don't think that we were ever playing in the same way. everyone's waiting. they all want to see a show. everyone's talking about it but they don't know.