TURTS - I Wish Lyrics

I'm losing my feeling
I don't know if I am healing
When will I break out the ceiling
I don't know how to play my cards if I don't who is dealing
It's always complicated
This painful life I'm livin
I'm not so good at dealin
I'm not so good with women
I'm isolating really
I'm isolating every night I wish I didn't really
I wish I didn't really
I wish I didn't really
I wish I didn't really
I wish I wish I

I will never be the same
I wish I lived up to my name
This shit is all up in my brain
I'm tryna stay right in my lane

But the pain made me hold up
She loved me but I folded
People tellin me I'm goated
They don't know that I'm broken
They don't know that I'm broken

I don't know how to feel about my motives
I lost a year of my life to this bullshit
I've never felt like this no no no
Now I just stare at all my old photos

I'm never livin the same

I wish I kept it together

I wish I didn't really freak out

I wish I didn't really
I wish I didn't really
I wish I didn't really
I wish I wish I