TwAn J - Man Down Lyrics

I remember when you left,you left a note wit me
I never read it,but I saw it when I tried to peek
Tha way my father had reacted,I knew it was bleak
For tha first time in my life I saw my hero weak
He grabbed a calling card and made a phone call up to tha When he said "Mama",he broke down and couldn't even speak
Went in his room and closed tha door,I guess he had to weep
And I had chores,so there was floors a nigga had to sweep
Who knew when shallow people cut you that tha wound is deep
We in there quiet,you could hear a neighbors beeper beep
Man you could hear tha TV in tha room where Shirley sleep
And they was next to us,dey stayed wit Buddy nem and Bee
When he came out he looked as though his body had been beat
Tha kinda look as if tha Hulk had to accept defeat
Tha kinda feel dat leave you limpin, no pain in tha feet
Wit no pain in tha knee
And u strainin to see
Lookin to heaven like,"is u awl u claimin to be
Say ya name for tha peace
I been drained for some weeks
Done refrained from tha freaks
F*ck a stain for tha streets
And still she left me,what I do not to gain in tha least
He called us in tha living room,it was me and T
And said tha family reducing now from four to three
He told us dat you left for reasons that were unforeseen
And trynna keep himself together and not cause a scene
You may have moved,you may have stayed,he aynt know where to lean
Tha lines were clear as day and won't no space for in between
I knew that T was green,she won't even a teen
But when she was and you won't there,she turned into a queen
She coulda been a shitty person,coulda been a fiend
But she not,she tha hardest person dat you never seen
And turnin princesses to her and Cairo to a king
I know its hard to see yaself when ya mirror aynt clean
It won't no mommy/daughter dances or shoppin for jeans
You left tha fam,u left for him and made me cold and mean
I started distancing myself from feelings,having lucid dreams
Everyday hopin their reality aynt what it seems
I never cared bout how I felt cuz you let down a team
I'm finna make tha tears I never cried turn into streams