[ Featuring Demxntia ]
Painful searing headaches
Wonder what heaven takes
Crying over heartbreak
Laughing when my heart ache
I'm losing my mind dying inside
Don't know if I can be alive
Painful searing headaches
Wonder what heaven takes
Crying over heartbreak
Laughing when my heart ache
I'm losing my mind dying inside
Don't know if I can be alive
Mind hallucinating
And I find it so frustrating
Happiness rejuvenating
As I follow heart pulsating
On the brink of happiness
But on the edge of sad as well
Yet, I still walk around
And not a single person tell
Warping through dimension
On my mind only ascension
F*cked it up with inattention
Welcome to your intervention
Anxious thoughts plague my mind
Nerves destroy what's inside
Try my best, you demonize
No clue how to empathize
And now the circles under my eyelids
Getting darker as I sing
I don't where this is going
Or what tomorrow brings
I'm haunted by my past
Not sure if this'll last
Is this all just temporary
Are you even listening
To any words that I'm saying?
While I'm lost and decaying
F*ck it I'll just push it to the side
The top is mine for the taking
I'm sick of staring at my ceiling
Contemplating feelings locked inside my head
All my demons are revealing
Painful searing headaches
Wonder what heaven takes
Crying over heartbreak
Laughing when my heart ache
I'm losing my mind dying inside
Don't know if I can be alive
Painful searing headaches
Wonder what heaven takes
Crying over heartbreak
Laughing when my heart ache
I'm losing my mind dying inside
Don't know if I can be alive