Maybe it's my eyes that strange
Before you judge me you should see my pain
Best believe it, you'll be feeling the same
I don't, want your pity cause' I'm
Way too far past s****
I don't need your fake hugs or your lines that's witty
Telling me that you care for me
I can feel this demon in the back of my mind
Telling me to do with it, It's exactly the time
And I don't want to feel like I'm wasting my time
S*** I don't want to live having thoughts of me dying and it's
Not that I don't want to live try to find a reason to stay positive while I'm
Surrounded by these negatives
Subtracting all my relatives
Got me feeling like I'm next in line
Damn it I need help, I know that I need help I can barely recognize myself
I can barely even survive myself
Why the f*** you leave me by myself
What I'm supposed to do, die by self
Try to off myself, is suicide the only card that's left
Oh God
Give me back my mother
Give me back my father
Cause I can't go no further (can't go any further)
Cause I can't go no further (can't go any further)
Give me back my mother
Give me back my father
Cause I can't go no further (can't go any further)
Cause I can't go no further (can't go any further)
(My tears ain't drying up) x3
(I feel like giving up)
On bended knees, Lord I plead,
Touch my soul, deliver me
Are you hearing me, are you hearing me
Am I small now, are you seeing me
Can you save me, I'm drowning
Can you save me, I'm drowning
Can you save me, I'm drowning
Can you save me, I'm drowning
My tears ain't drying up
My tears ain't drying up
My tears ain't drying up
I feel like giving up
Lord what you telling me today
Know I need you to get through all this pain
When times get hard, show me the way
Cause' I need you now, I need you
Lord what you telling me today
Know I need you to get through all this pain
When times get hard, show me the way
Cause' I need you now, I need you
Maybe I'm a game to you
Before you play me you should learn the rules
Don't try to fix me if you ain't got the tools
I don't, want your empathy cause' I'm
Way too far past misery
I don't need your fake love or your lines of sympathy
Telling me that you're there for me
I can feel this demon taking over my mind
The pain insane it drains my brain
I'm slowly dying I'm trying to find a way through but I just can't move (Cause they won't move)
And it ain't like I ain't got a reason to keep to breathing but it's open season on anyone who's believing we should be even
Twelve don't even need reason, kneeing on our throats until it squeezed in
Then label us as the heathens (oh God)
Damn it I need help
I know that I need help
I can barely recognize myself
I can barely even survive myself
Why the f*** you leave me by myself
What I'm supposed to do, die by self
Try to off myself, is suicide the only card that's left
Oh God,
Give me back my mother
Give me back my father
Cause I can't go no further (can't go any further)
Cause I can't go no further (can't go any further)
Give me back my mother
Give me back my father
Cause I can't go no further (can't go any further)
Cause I can't go no further (can't go any further)
(My tears ain't drying up) x3
(I feel like giving up)
On bended knees, Lord I plead,
Touch my soul, deliver me
Are you hearing me, are you hearing me
Am I small now, are you seeing me
Can you save me, I'm drowning
Can you save me, I'm drowning
Can you save me, I'm drowning
Can you save me, I'm drowning
My tears ain't drying up
My tears ain't drying up
My tears ain't drying up
I feel like giving up
Lord what you telling me today
Know I need you to get through all this pain
When times get hard, show me the way
Cause' I need you now, I need you
Lord what you telling me today
Know I need you to get through all this pain
When times get hard, show me the way
Cause' I need you now, I need you