Coming of Age. (Outro) Video (MV)

I am so tired of running from pain
I am so tired of running from pain

I am so tired of running from pain
It's killing my soul whose lighting the flame
I am so tired of moving my home
When will it stop
No when will it stop
It's killing my soul
I am so tired of running from pain
It's killing my soul whose lighting the flame

I am so tired of running from pain
It's killing my soul whose lighting the flame
I am so tired of moving my home
No I am so tired I'm breaking the chain

Run for my freedom and hop on the train
Back to to the simpler times of my life
Rebuild the person that broke down in stride
Then rebuild the person who broke me that night

Hand me the armor I'm fighting the knight
Or hand me the liquor I pour it in sprite
Taking a shot for the burdens I fight
Fight all my demons then scream out for vengeance

Then turn it on Jesus and ask him for help
How does that work when your begging for help
Let me tell you to just clean up yourself
You take one step and then step into wealth

I'm not talking money I'm talking about help
Spiritual mental and physical health
Really I'm changing but not for myself
I've changed for my daughter and reached out for help

Called upon God and then shortened myself
Chased all my problems then chased the again
Burned down some bridges and most came within
Lost all my hope and then chased it again

This is a problem I'm taming within
This is why I just Lost by them stem
Plant me a seed and I haven't seen growth
But growth in myself has been awfully gross

This is the picture I painted before
Splatter the canvas with all of my hope
Sell it away and then make it a joke
Laugh at my pain then cry it out later

We had a miscarriage
I missed a damn blessing
Smoke up my dope
And then started the stressing

Swore I missed blessings
I swore I was sorry
But some how i knew what was the problem
Stuttered my words and then faced off Breonna
Told her I'm sorry for causing these problems

But I wanted vengeance
For all the wrong reasons
I'm sorry I hurt you
Along in the process

I am so tired of running from pain
It's killing my soul whose lighting the flame
I am so tired of moving my home
When will it stop
No when will it stop
It's killing my soul

I am so tired of running from pain
It's killing my soul whose lighting the flame
I am so tired of moving my home
When will it stop
No when will it stop
It's killing my soul

I am so tired of running from pain
I am so tired of moving my home