I just sit back and then open my mind
Sitting so still I' am passing the time
I just sit back and then spit back my rhymes
I just sit back and relive my life
Over and over and over again
Please do not stop leave the record on spin
Facing these problems theirs demons within
Please do not stop leave the record on spin
Please get away I don't want your acceptance
Please move away cus your testing my patients
I am so angry but filled up with hope
Wrote out my soul
When I wrote lonely souls
The problems I hold
There killing my soul
Shout-out one time
To mama and daddy
You made you an angel
I fell off the table
I fell to my shadow
And started off wrong
OOOHH damn
I fell off the wagon
And had a few children
And now that I kiss them
I see they are growing
My seeds are now growing
And i can love life
Now i live right
Changing my habits
No condoms and fights
I just take flights just to ease up my mind
But when I get back I'm just back on my grind
Please do not fault me for misunderstanding
Please do not fault me for problems I've handed
I know that i you but you can not stand
Running away but the package is handed
Standing in place cus your lost for words
While Curing the pain I am curing the curve
We don't have sex yet I'm chained down her
This is the problem the powers secured
I've broken the code just to kick it with you
You are the problem I'm dragging in to
Into my home and then into the room
Find a new problem then call for round two
I hit you back and broke down your soul
I told you I love you but that was a no
I'm sorry I hurt you my wife is at home
I am so sorry I've broken the code
Can you not see that I'm changing my goals
Can you not see that I'm coping with pain
Can you not see that I broke it again
Can I not see that I broke you again
What is the problem that lies deep within
What is the problem I called her again
Am i monster for loving her sweat
That dripped down her back and I'll ask you again
What is the problem that lies deep within
What caused the problems I'm feeling with in
The beast that's inside I keep it contained
The good that I am is deeply constrained
Bring it right back and then say it again
What caused these problems I'm feeling within
The good that i hide is buried within
From all of this pain I've lost who I am