Some how I'm dreaming of what we should be
But inside my heart I question the feed
Slow down my time and then take so steady
Or speed up the time then kill it like Freddy
Then blame it on me
No blame it on she
Blame it on us
No blame it on we
War in my mind is taking a toll
Controlling this lust but I'm loosing my zone
The problem with me was the problem with you
Emotional blues and you split me in to
It is to late to be making amends
So if you cross me you won't cross me again
I said it again I said it again
Call up my demons and make them my friends
Do all my dirt and then do it again
I'll do all my dirt and then do it again
What if my brain was out of my head
Laying in bed with the demons offset
I can't change habits I'm left for the dead
Secrets in bed about this chick in my head
You say I'm wrong but I say I'm right
I play it nice no I played wrong
You played the victim and walk out the home
When you play the victim I write a new song
I can make hits off this shit I been through
I'm just to real to be tied up in gossip
I paid all my dues and handled your news
I can't stand here cus I really hate you
Hate all your friends and I hate all they dudes
That's with compassion I'm tinted by you
And I'm split into two
Decisions to choose
I'm feeling so blue
This is part two
Let's take a break and then break in the bed
Then pour out our hearts or just break them instead
Weigh out our options then break up again
We break up again
Again and again
This is so crazy we made a new mend
I can't love you cus I think we are friends
You crossed me again
I cut you again
I broke you again
You broke me again