Tyexbaby - Trust Issues. Lyrics

Creatures of habit we one in the same
Running my mind off these tricks to get played
Why it seem like I'm always getting played
Why it seem like I can't never do right

What if I did it I did it tonight
What if I did it I did it tonight
What have I done at the end of the night

Reload the chamber and one has my name
Unload the chamber right into my brain
Stories are told but I'm not who they say
Situations have taken my name

Pride has been trampled
But still can't obtain
Hope for myself
At the end of the day
Peace for myself
When the demons come play
Closing my doors
No visits today

Who is that knocking
I won't let you in
Killing my problems there's problems within
There's plenty of bottles
But no room for friends
My friends are forsaken
I'm sorry for it

My spirit is tainted
I just needed friends
You need some answers
Well whats the question
Somebody help me
They coming right in
Flood in my home
And you know I can't swim

Drown all these bottles
And still I can't win
Say that you love me
But love me for them
The demons I hide
They're hiding within
From past relations
I'm lost by the stem

Plant me a seed
I haven't seen growth
Growth in myself
Has been awfully gross
I know I'm wrong
But your hands have chocked
Life out a person
Developing slow

Slow down my night
Depression is close
Speed up my days
Anxiety knows
Hanging my liver
On the side of a boat

Fire is blazing
My enemies close
Water is rushing
I need me a float
Who can I call
When I'm hurting to cope
Who does she call
When she hate me the most
Now who does she call
When she hate me the most

There are some problems
That never went ghost
Why did you play me
And lay here so close
I can not cope with
The pain that is close
I can not help
What hasn't went ghost

I know you need me
I'm moving to slow
I know she need me
But I just don't know
I know I love you
But look how it goes
Broken down walls yet
Building a home

You know we're all creatures of habit
Trying to get through our days
But to truly break a cycle
The truth has to be told within
That habit must be accepted as no good
And the good must be accepted with time
Time doesn't heal wounds
Time just gives you space to heal wounds
And truthfully some wounds can't be healed
But you still have to break that destructive cycle to truly be at peace about it