In The Process Video (MV)

All that I know has been shattered
And broken by choices I made on my own in the process
All of the promises made to me don't seem that real in my eyes now
I'm sure that I've lost it

They got my heart open, here for them till it's stopping
But everyone thinks it won't stop, they think that it is golden
They don't see all that's happening at night
If you'd see you'd know something's not right
But I'll keep it shut so I'm the only one who knows
Look into my eyes and tell me what do you see
You don't need to know the feel I get when I breathe
I can only find the peace I need in my dreams
Wish I could lay down and stay forever asleep
Please send me on my way
Onto the clouds I'll stay
And be the angel for the ones that need me

All that I know has been shattered
And broken by choices I made on my own in the process
All of the promises made to me don't seem that real in my eyes now
I'm sure that I've lost it

Can't stand the thought that I'm the one
I thought that I'd never become
I used to be a whole lot different
Now I can't leave my bed
It makes me wonder do I have the right to hope for a better future
With no cross to bear, now I don't seem to care

All that I know has been shattered
And broken by choices I made on my own in the process
All of the promises made to me don't seem that real in my eyes now
I'm sure that I've lost it

The wasted years have formed
A pille of broken bones
There's nothing I can do
The blood shed from the war
I fought covered the floor
The pills won't get me through
I've been misled
In my own head
And as I reach out to the sky
My mind shining ever so bright
Staying locked inside
My thoughts collide
And when I close my eyes in bed
I will be wishing I was dead

All that I know has been shattered
And broken by choices I made on my own in the process

In the process