Going through old letters to myself
I wrote when I was in a better place
But they're so hard to read
I wish I was a better me
Mistakes and missing places
Places missing inside of me
But they're so hard to see
I wish I was a better me
I wish I was a better me
I never thought you would just get up and go but you're gone
I must of meant nothing to you
Distant, empty hands in a car full of unsaid thoughts
I don't even know who you are
And I pretend that I'm okay
But it's eating me alive
Just know I'll never be that way
Lying through my teeth I guess I'll say
I'm sorry for being myself