Second Face Video (MV)

I put on my headphones to block out the noise
I open my Bible to tune out your voice
You think self-control doesn't exist in my bones
Because I'm standing here, screaming into the microphone

Maybe my music sounds angry or sad
But that's because it's the outlet I have
The things I enjoy require a stage
And behind my back, you're cursing my name

Everything I love to do in my spare time
If I wanna make money, I've got to share it sometime
I don't want to sit and work for another
And you're supposed to support me, whatever

I don't want to be famous, that's not what I want
But I've got to keep my face up in the front
If I want to make money and travel the world
I can't be stuck in someone else's world

Filtering through the noise
This is my choice
This is my voice
This is my choice

There's nothing to say
(You won't listen anyway)
Want me to bite my tongue
(Everything is your way)
You're disappointed all the time
(Though you don't show it to me)
Your words are knives in my back
(I can see your second face)

My whole life I've been restrained
Putting limits all along my brain
Letting my hopes go down the drain
Praying my dreams will find me someday

I've ripped my heart to shreds for you
I've pretended like I'm fine for you
But I've realized that won't ever cut it
Because you will never ever trust me!

I don't mean to get so personal
I don't mean to get emotional
Because apparently I have too many feelings
And apparently I'm too much to handle

There's so many things I wish I could do
But I know that you will never approve
You think I hate everyone with the same blood
But let me tell you what, I've had enough!

I don't mean to get so personal
I don't mean to get emotional
Because apparently I have too many feelings
And apparently I'm too much to handle

Filtering through the noise
This is my choice
This is my voice
This is my choice

There's nothing to say
(You won't listen anyway)
Want me to bite my tongue
(Everything is your way)
You're disappointed all the time
(Though you don't show it to me)
Your words are knives in my back
(I can see your second face)

Here I am, here I am
The perfect child
Here I am, here I am
The perfect child
Don't you wish, I was the
The perfect child
I'm sorry, I can't be
The perfect child

Here I am, here I am
The perfect child
Here I am, here I am
The perfect child
Don't you wish, I was the
The perfect child
I'm sorry, I can't be
The perfect child

Filtering through the noise
This is my choice
This is my voice
This is my choice

There's nothing to say
(You won't listen anyway)
Want me to bite my tongue
(Everything is your way)
You're disappointed all the time
(Though you don't show it to me)
Your words are knives in my back
(I can see your second face)