How am I doin
That's a good question
I try not to think about it all that much
Been keepin busy
No time for thinkin
Don't want to stop and let it all catch up
I could just say that I've been okay
And change the subject
But it wouldn't change the fact that
I wake up hoping she's next to me
And remember that she left with the best of me
In a mixed up emotion of hung up beat down and mad
Knowing that she won't come back
Going through the day in a heartbroke haze
Go out drinking tryin to drown the pain
Then I'm stumbling home all alone with her ghost on my back
But other than that
If I could forget her
I would feel better
Hell I probably wouldn't be so blind
I'd notice my job's great
Go out on a few dates
But I can't get her off my mind
I wake up hoping she's next to me
And remember that she left with the best of me
In a mixed up emotion of hung up beat down and mad
Knowing that she won't come back
Going through the day in a heartbroken haze
Go out drinking tryin to drown the pain
Then I'm stumbling home all alone with her ghost on my back
But other than that
Life ain't bad
I should be thankful
I should be happy
I got a roof and a bed
I got food I got friends
I'm alive but I can't get past
I wake up hoping she's next to me
And remember that she left with the best of me
In a mixed up emotion of hung up beat down and mad
Knowing that she won't come back
Going through the day in a heartbroken haze
Go out drinking tryin to drown the pain
Then I'm stumbling home all alone with her ghost on my back
But other than that
Other than that
Other than waking up hoping she's next to me
And remembering that she left with the best of me