TZZ Mlno - Beautiful Death Ruff Draft Lyrics

I hear ya calling
I hear you, I do
Right now, the sky is falling
It's purple, and blue
But what I'm gon' say about it?
When you having withdrawals gotta make deposits
On my way to find my limit was the only task
Then I blacked out, tomorrow I'll be back
3rd eye wide shut, living passively
But I'm gradually coming to reality
I was cuffed up, all in them facilities
Ain't give a f*ck cause the hennessy was still in me
Yea
Then the doc said it's killing me
Momma said that you gotta live differently
All up in the mirror tryna find a different me
I just wanna live free
(Wanna live free)
Yea, without 12 on my ass
Without pissing in a cup, cause I need a little cash
You was thinking that I does it to forget about my past
You was thinking I was bugging, I was thinking it was Tzz

Living this way die this way
Living that way that way (Yea)
Living this way die this way (Yea)
Oh what a beautiful
What a beautiful death

Tryna stay woke, Gambino style
Domesticate the beast?, na im feeling wild
Impatient as a bitch
I gotta get it now
Maybe need a little chiba
Look like Mr.Chow
But me can't
Cause my job do random
No job, no check, no studio
Been going hard, liquor store might ban him
Cause life without substance too boring bro
But, you can meet me at the finish line
Cuz
Yea, that's how I feel inside
You know the saying though, we live then we die
But don't die till you live how you feel, alright?
I know, I ain't the best influence
Aye
These my confessions, I can prove it
Wouldn't recommend you live how I does
I just blow cash, get f*cked up, make music

Praying when I'm alone
Now I gotta confess
If I could make my family prove
That'd be a beautiful death
If you ain't one with yourself
Then what is success?
If I could make my house a home
That'd be a beautiful death

Yea,Yea
Cleared my mind with the adderall
Realized I had nothing till I had it all
Yea, pokerface can't hide it now
Yea, I just wanna see my momma smile
Yea, thought the fam needed wealth
Yea, noticed that they're more concerned with my health,yea
Grandpops caught alzheimer's, lost his mind
See me in him, cause I almost lost mine

Living this way die this way
Living that way that way (Yea)
Living this way die this way (Yea)
Oh what a beautiful
What a beautiful death

I had a lot of questions
But love is the answer
I had a lot of questions
Man, but love is the answer
Lot of questions, but love is the answer
IB
Yea