$uav - Checkered Lyrics

I don't wanna do this
But I have to
Gotta lay it all out
That's the damn move
You see the suds
You see the drip
You see the love
I don't gotta do detail
You already know you scrubs
Lay you out like a rug
Then you fly away just like a dove
I got too many things on my chest
I'm just tryna get a little rest
Find an escape and
Get rid of the stress
And handle all of my emotions I guess
You know that shit people always say
I'm playing checkers and you playing chess
At least that's how I think that it's said
All this confusion
All of this shit is just going right over my head
I got no feeling
I think that I'm dead
You hit me up and
I leave you on read
I hit you up
I don't like that
Instead
The mood is all over
I gotta admit
Don't even know where I'm going with this
But I caught a vibe
And I'm not gonna quit
Maybe the chorus will bring perspective
I am deep in introspection
You know what I found
Too many thoughts to be labeled sane
I think it's time to break the chain
Reach down deep and find the strength
Its probably time to be who I claim
Probably time to be who I claim
I'm playing checkers and you playing chess
I got too many emotions I guess
I'm playing checkers and you playing chess
I got too many emotions I guess
I'm playing checkers and you playing chess
I got too many emotions I guess
I'm playing checkers and you playing chess
I got too many yeah I got too many
Did that even help
The bullet I got man
It came from a shell
The turtle I killed
Damn it cursed me to hell
None of this shit really makes any sense
Guess that goes back to confusion I guess
I'm really tripping
I gotta get help
But writing these lines
Is the card I was dealt
So I'ma do this till I'm locked in a cell
My mind is the worst prison
How the f*ck they find
People to work in it
I don't even want to be here man
But I'm stuck doing work in it
Let's see if I can find a f*ck worth giving
Oh look at this
Life's really worth living
Oh look at this
Life's really worth living
Say that shit twice
I think its sticking
Say that shit twice
I think its sticking
What is the point
I think that I lost that a minute ago
My mind is running
I think I'm too slow
Wanna keep up
So I keep up the flow
I wanna run
So I spark up the dope
Man I'm just kidding
Don't do that no more
Problems cannot be ran from
Over here preaching
Damn I feel like a damn nun
Yet my mind still screaming
And what
To you hoe ass bitches
And you damn bums
I ain't got time for your 2 cents
I just wanna live my life
Be a nuisance
Got a new sense of perspective
From the outside looking in
See the future
And I see all the money rolling in
Whether it's the quirky attitude
Or all the aptitude
From my lyricism
Somethings gonna break me out this prison