Um - behaviors Lyrics

Starting to fall deep in my behaviors
It's getting harder to feel those better days
You're always lookin right at me
Can I risk it and just getaway?
But it's not feeling the same no more
Wish I could savor it more
People tell me I'm self aware and things get better right
But why's it feel like I don't care anymore
Maybe I'm flying too close to the sun
Maybe I'm flying too close to the sun

Look at the way I'm not there for you
Hazy eyes sinking deeper through
Lungs are drowning
Not yet dying
But my mind told me be ready to

Been lookin higher
Memories expire
Beautiful flowers
The sun dried em sour

How can you make me say grace
The sun ain't shining we ain't up right now
My minds been in a craze
It's all expired take me up right now
How can ya make me believe
The fires burning up our wings so how
Is it all make believe?
Just hold your breath and we'll see