UMILI - Distant Lyrics

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You ever feel like
You lose yourself in your own thoughts
I mean I know we all do, it's true
At times
I feel torn between the person I'm meant to be
And the person society wants me to be
A battle for my own sanity
Feeling distant when I lose my mind
I try to meditate but feel like I'm wasting time
See I've been off centered, I'm not my normal self
Wish I had closer friends but don't need nobody else
I've been more distant, seeing family inconsistently
Maybe if we were persistent we would be
Closer, but only in my dreams
It seems reality consists of thoughts from within
And I've been feeling distant
Know this is my own creation
I could care less if I missed it
Know there is no dedication
Negative energies trying to get at me
I saw deception in their lies without Hennessy
Plus I'm clear minded, and that's my aim to be
Knowledge is the greatest power so you know it isn't free
Mass deception is a common world heresy
I Prayed for change now it's up to us to see