Under Currents - Sylvan Lyrics

I miss Sylvan and all of it
Catching a late night snack at the vending machine at 2am, after late night drinking
I guess we lost the spark again
Like when you froze me out the night you had a pyramid scheme meeting with your friend
I know I'm getting off topic again
Lost the space I'm in
I'll never find you again
I'm so selfish, I've been selfish
Kept score when I knew how it would end
I don't think about that stuff, no
I don't think about how I've been acting
Out of touch, insensitive for choices that I make
Excuses for the hookups and the morning pill mistakes
It's all lost in the static lately
Cast away, but then again I'm feeling it
Maybe I lost it all because I wasn't meant for this
I've been thinking about you lately
Do you think you can hear me out
Jumping off the ledge when things get serious
Blatantly dodging all the feelings that I can't repress
It's been five months since I moved out
Do you think you can hear me now
We've been avoiding face to face and you know it
Just a block away but I never noticed
How much you've changed, you still look great
But just a shell of who I used to be whole with
Now you're catching vibes with someone at home when
I'm out of bars, just making sure I can numb this
Things are not the same
I just wish I'd change
So I could be the guy who didn't feel
Out of touch, insensitive for choices that I make
Excuses for the hookups and the morning pill mistakes
It's all lost in the static lately
Cast away, but then again I'm feeling it
Maybe I lost it all because I wasn't meant for this
I've been thinking about you lately
Do you think you can hear me out
Jumping off the ledge when things get serious
Blatantly dodging all the feelings that I can't repress
It's been five months since I moved out
Do you think you can hear me now
Do you think you can hear me now
I'm so selfish, I've been selfish