Under Their Church - O.B.E Lyrics

I thought I would be the greatest they know
But there was something unknown, no one gets shown
I never felt this pain release before
I got a knife in me stabbing and cutting my throat
I know everything what I need
I know how smart my judgment is
I know how it works
(All the others just at the end)
I don't care about living in fear
I don't care about losing capability
I never cared for helping spells
(All the others just at the end)
(I'm not them)
I thought, I would be the greatest they know
But there was something unknown, no one gets shown
I never felt this pain release before
I got a knife in me stabbing and cutting my throat
Yesterday I heard the call of the grave
As I ascend, I find myself (At Saint Peter's gate)
It's never enough (I want even more)
They can't ignore
I saw them making new friendships
I saw them reaching possibilities
I don't care if I am alone
(All the others just at the end)
I thought they floating all away
I am a empty shell of myself
I thought that i am sick to death
(All the others just at the end)
(I'm not them)
Give me an O.B.E
Blegh
I thought, I would be the greatest they know
But there was something unknown, no one gets shown
I never felt this pain release before
I got a knife in me stabbing and cutting my throat
Yesterday I heard the call of the grave
As I ascend, I find myself (At Saint Peter's gate)
It's never enough (I want even more)
They can't ignore