The Underdog Misfit - Numb (feat. Clkwrk & Sisyphus) Lyrics

Feel so numb
I feel so numb
I feel so numb whoa

Poured out all my feelings now I'm feeling numb
You didn't feel the same had me looking dumb
I try to move on to my Demons I succumb
I poured me a four now I ain't feeling nun
Poured out all my feelings now I'm feeling numb
You didn't feel the same had me looking dumb
I try to move on to my Demons I succumb
I poured me a four now I ain't feeling nun

I wasn't very well
And I'm sorry you couldn't make me tell
I would take it back if it wasn't what helped me shape myself
I should've been learning how to cope when I get overwhelmed
Now ive got to find my own closure without your help
I lost track you fought attacks
I put that on me, why
I thought that, youd want it back
I'm always on rewind
Sometimes its the starry nights tha gives the hardest times I find i have trouble coping right with the party life
You moved past it but I hadn't
Couldn't make it last I was spastic
Maybe manic, shifting gears as the shaft sticks, never appeared to our classes
Numb to the magic, I would look for years and never have it

Poured out all my feelings now I'm feeling numb
You didn't feel the same had me looking dumb
I try to move on to my Demons I succumb
I poured me a four now I ain't feeling nun
Poured out all my feelings now I'm feeling numb
You didn't feel the same had me looking dumb
I try to move on to my Demons I succumb
I poured me a four now I ain't feeling nun

I need to find a way to come to grips with my anxiety
I need to find a way to not just sit and suffer silently
& while I'm at it I need to fit into society
I do I always feel so dark I got a light inside of me
What I'm doing isn't working no chance in sobriety
Wake up fromthe night before coughing & picking violently
You ask me my problem
Try problems there's a variety
I put that gun down & I will continue undecidedly
I know I got it easy
& I know some got it worse
But pain is pain so my brain still interprets this as hurt
Wear my heart all on my sleeve so I'm just bleeding on my shirt
Turned to weed & psychedelics nothing else would seem to work

Poured out all my feelings now I'm feeling numb
You didn't feel the same had me looking dumb
I try to move on to my Demons I succumb
I poured me a four now I ain't feeling nun
Poured out all my feelings now I'm feeling numb
You didn't feel the same had me looking dumb
I try to move on to my Demons I succumb
I poured me a four now I ain't feeling nun

Gave you my heart but you broke it
Put my head down and stayed focused
All the time I've wasted I loath it
Another song for you I wrote it
You turned my world upside down
Still can't believe you let me drown
The way you acted left me in doubt
Did you really mean all the things you vowed
You turned my world upside down
Still can't believe you let me drown
The way you acted left me in doubt
Did you really mean all the things you vowed

Poured out all my feelings now I'm feeling numb
You didn't feel the same had me looking dumb
I try to move on to my Demons I succumb
I poured me a four now I ain't feeling nun