Don't Notice Video (MV)

I'm out my mind
But I can't show it
I'm out my mind
I'm at my lowest
This the coldest that I've ever been Moms tells me just have faith in god
Lately I feel like my time is coming
By then I hope that all this pain is gone
I'm not the type to simply play along
I'm still hoping that they play my song
They tried to tell me that this way was wrong
But I was nothing till this came along
I think music is what made me strong
So f*ck your suggestions
I remember you said I was pathetic
Now I'm sicker bouta cause a pandemic
I took a second to question my ethics
Lately I'm tryna feel casual
My surroundings don't help me be rational
But I noticed that these times were valuable
My demeanor is that of an animal
Can't keep up
That's because of my stamina
I mean look at this shit that they handing us
Now they mad we controlling the narrative
We ain't asking bitch now we declaring it
I know they don't notice
I know they don't notice
I know they don't notice
I know
I feel pain
But I know I can't show it
I know I can't show it
I know I can't show it
I know I can't show it
It's been hard to change when you can't even face the nigga that's looking back now
Sometimes I try to act tough but other times I just wanna fade into the background
What you gonna do if the clock stops
What you gonna do when you get got
What you gone lose with a slip knot
But wait, I can never lose if I'm with God
I'll remain the same like I'm Damon Waynes
I be feeling pain but every days the same
Paved my way so I can change the game
These niggas in my face but they can't relate
Dreams so lose I can almost taste
So it's purple haze straight up to the face
Im running shit like this was race
Bitch I found my pace now all these niggas hate
F*ck all the passive aggressiveness
F*ck that shit it's time I put an end to it
Don't forget cause bitch I'm gone remember
Pockets fat like I ain't cop a membership
Every once and I while I reminisce
To days when I thought I wouldn't get to this
I ain't doing this shit for the hell of it
F*ck rebuddles that shit so irrelevant
I know they don't notice
I know they don't notice
I know they don't notice
I know
I feel pain
But I know I can't show it
I know I can't show it
I know I can't show it
I know I can't show it
My god
I need
To fly
Oh why do I feel like
I lost my mind
Oh why do I feel like I lost my mind
I know they don't notice
I know they don't notice
I know they don't notice
I know
I feel pain
But I know I can't show it
I know I can't show it
I know I can't show it
I know I can't show it